"when people starts talking
and lifes losing hope on sanity
would you keep holding on?
when your dreams were teased
and you werent confident
would you pursue on your dream?
when your world turn dark
when your light left.
and your soul moans for attention
and struggles to break free.
would you just cry and die?"

-cry and die

after i d k how long break, FINALLY
im here blogging again ;D

maybe sofia gets a little bit agitated going to my blog with no updates.
well,maybe some of my readers (if i even have any) were begging to get updates
from me.
haha
i have only one reason and i think its th best i can give everyone.
IM SIMPLY LAZY ;D
oke?
oke,end of story.

lifes been great so far since school reopens (:
and i like it. (:
i've finally touched my books and actually revise my work.

today is youth day.
youth day is a holiday.
it is a holiday for students/youth.
haha,oke im being lame now (:
so first half of the day i spent time at home writing my new song.
whoaaa!
i have enough songs to actually make an album!
with all my covers and songs.
haha, then i shall dedicate the album to everyone who
has been my inspiration throughout this whole album-making journey.
especially to this someone who has always been my main inspiration.

oke,im seriously off-track now.

where was i?

oh jyeaaaa!
the second half of my day, i went to th library to study with Umarrudin.
haha,i seriously forgot how he actually look like
so i started imagining myself stepping into the library and found some guy whom i think looks like him and sat beside him.
i will go all "Hey,sorry i was late."
then th guy would just stare at me and give me th W T F look. ;D
haha!
but anyhoo,its lucky he said he sat near the escalator so when i make my way up.
the moment my head can see the virginal teens thingy, i saw some guy in black shirt who
nods and kindda weves at me,
oke,so thats him ;D
haha,lucky no such incident that i was imagining came true.
tsk.
so we started with our home works.
which actually i didnt actually finish totally as umar would just burst into laughters
all of a sudden! xD
haha,kekek!
then got this i d k, show i think at the library stage there
and they keep on repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself. ;D
and umar went all like "SHUT UP UHH!"
haha, abe nak step fierce! (:
but he kekek!
i d k we could get along so damn well la! ;D

and his stories about school were hilarious like fuggggballs ;D
haha,he got some collection of hilarious teachers, like Ms Chin.
YES!
THAT miss chin who used to teach Jurongville with her "OGAYs"
haha.
thats was nice.

some inside jokes we share like
"THE HANTU-FACED MASK!"
haha, nahh you guys wont get it.
only umar and me get it.
haha.
plus my old friend "WAN HILMI"
haha.
and th "MUKA MAINTAIN UH"
and "makan tayar/tayar masak sambal"
and and and the time he saw some people
who to me "muka mintak kena tampar"
and he went all "who cares? i dont care!"
okeee alot more.

his jokes uhhh, so damn random gila nak mampos gone case nyaaa uhh! ;D

abe everywhere we go kaaan, confirm see people he know one.
oke,not see but meet. ;D
haha, tsk.
some got th wrong idea, w t h?
haha,padahal padahal.
and he keeps on repeating th same thing to them, "kawan laa!" or "what date?! friend la!"
haha.
after library we went to Banquet to have lunch.
because i was starving like pigggg.
he keeps on asking me where to eat and i will just go th loyar buruk way like
"anywhere got food to eat" and all.
haha, then he was like "oke,makan tayar la,potong kecikkecik."
hehhhh!
a n w at first when we sat down at banquet,he said he just want to have a drink ;D
sekali after i buy my usual,Bakmie, he went to buy Chicken Rice only that his chicken is orangey-red. (:
haha, makan punya la cepat! (:
still time makan pun bole buat orang ketawa.
hehhhh. ;D
then we head back home.
we walked home beause we initially thought his house quite near to mine. ;D
padahal jalan berbatu jauh,chehhh!
haha,on th way home met my uncle, bbual skejap ngan diaaa.
and the rest walk home laughing our arses of with each others sillt tactic.

haha,today was niceeeeee! ;D
biasabiasakan selalu yer?


you were the sweetest lullaby that have ever sung me to sleep.
yes,thinking of you were my lullaby each night.
and you were the reason i slept soundly each night.
i m y.